Angel

i miss you
i miss the way you loved me
it is hard to
it is hard to believe that you are gone
8 years are a lot to go through
if you would have been here
i would have been soaring through
high tides or shallow waters
you taught me everything i know today
you made me what i am today
this is for you
and all the years we've been through
3 years when i had you
and the 8 when i missed you
it was hard to believe
that you hung up to the roof
things have been so disregarded
since the day i swallowed the truth
you are no longer here to see for who i am
you are the reason i am able to be what i am
you betrayed me
you left me hanging like you hung yourself
and i miss the way you loved me
for you would've been proud to see
what i shaped into
i love you and i hope to see you someday
for all the angels who are guiding me, you are the closest to me in everyway.

Arya Ruth